Smoking kills???

-SOUNDTRACK FOR THIS EPISODE : Sepultura - Refuse/Resist-

Wargh~!!!

FINALLY!!!

I'm updating my fuckin blog after 3 months!!!

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NGEEE~!!!

Well,I'm going to talk bout one particular thing that I am somehow connected to...That thing is not good for you,seriously...That thing will fuck you up...It'll fuck your health and life up...That fucking thing is called CIGARETTE!!!

Okay,I'll tell you guys how did I get involved with this shit...Hahaha~Okay,it was late 2003 and I was in Form 1...A student at SMK Gunung Rapat,Ipoh,Perak...It was Friday,and I had bowling practice after Jumaat prayers...The training was held at Ipoh Parade...Hahaha~I dunno why am I laughing,but I wanna laugh~!!!Ok,back to the fucked up story~

Before I continue my story,let me inform you guys/gals first,I started smoking because I wanted to...Not because my friend told me to...Or the fuckin advertisement on tv back then...But I smoke because I...Erm,I dunno...Because I wanted to...

Okay3...Seriously,back to the fuckin story...After training ends,Me and my good friend,Khairil Azuwa (you're busted you fuckin fool!!!Hahaha!!!) went to the public toilet on the same floor where the bowling alley is at...We had to pay 20 FUCKIN cents each to get access into the toilet...Hahaha~ Erm,We smoked in THAT toilet~Hahaha~One toilet,2 person...Hahaha~Before that,during school that day,I told my friend,Fahmi that I wanted to smoke...So he gave me one but I passed it to Khairil...Hahaha~I'm such a fuckin coward back then...

The first time I smoke a fuckin cigarette,I didn't inhale the smoke...People usually call this action,"sip"...I just took a puff and exhale...All the smoke will form a fuckin fog~Those who went into the toilet must've thought that something is burning~Ngahahaha~Me and Krill(short form for Khairil) shared a cigarette...Dunhill cigarette...Yerp,Dunhill was my first cigarette...

The first cigarette I had...What a moment...A fucked up moment...It was so fuckin stupid,I cursed myself..."Apa yang bestnya isap okok nih???Tak rsa pa2 pon..."Hahaha~Mmg cm bangang~Seriously,it felt bitter...So fuckin bitter...I continued smoking "wrongly" till 2004, when I was in Form 2...The first time I sipped,the fuckin world was split into two...Everything around me spins like a fuckin gasing...WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING TO ME?!!!And I coughed...I coughed so hard,I thought that I was going to die...And for a year,I felt dizzy after smoking...

Hahaha~!!!Well,I was a social smoker back then...Smoking occasionally,just for fun...Yerp,just for the sake of having fun...But a tragedy in 2005 changed me into a heavy smoker...MY MOTHER'S DEATH HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!!!...I was in a state of nearly losing my mind but I did not become a heavy fucked up smoker because of that...Another tragedy fucked me up...THAT tragedy actually fuck my studies up but I regain momentum and scored...It's all because I wanted to escape from my house...Thank God,I was accepted into ASiS...Believe it or not,I never smoke when I'm inside the school's area...Not even one cigarette...But I am still a heavy smoker till now...

Started with Dunhill,then began my search for the perfect cigarette...I tried almost every cigarette...Winston,Salem(sucks like hell),Marlboro,Camel,Lucky Strike,and Sampoerna...I smoked Sampoerna Menthol for quite a long time...That is until my eldest brother,Azlizam a.k.a Izam told me that Sampoerna worsens your health more than a normal cigarette does...He smoked Sampoerna back then and he didn't know that I was a smoker...Hahaha~!!!After that,the search for the best fuckin cigarette continues...At last,I ended up with the "Teenager's Cigarette", Dunhill!!!Yerp,Dun-fuckin-hill!!!Dunia Umpama Neraka Hidup Ibarat Layang2...I'm a proud Dunhill consumer!!!

I used to smoke 14 cigarettes per night(0000 hours- 0600 hours)...That was during Form 5... Now,I smoke less...A pack-20 can last for 2 days or 3...It's a good thing for me since I am a football player...Stamina is the shit when you're on the pitch...Hehehe...I'll stop someday,when I'm married...I dun wanna grow up being a father and a husband that smokes...I wanna be a good example to my wife and kids...Hehehe...Still a long way to go...But for now,LONG LIVE CIGARETTES!!!

Erm,I think that's all for now...

To My Angel,My deepest apology if u read this...Ngehehehe~

To all readers,NEVER SMOKE!!!YOU'LL WASTE YOUR TIME,MONEY AND GOOD
HEALTH!!!

Owh,I just realized that I swear less for this topic...Hehehe~

A good thing for me,aye???

Ok...

Ciao~

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